Cloud

This desolate love

sink drop by drop

into bleeding dark,

thrashing silence

betwixt the legs

that ran restlessly

for an eternity

seeking you.

Alone

 Under closed eyelids

 I invent you calmly ,

 sweetly and fondly,

 like leisurely evaporating sweat,

 on stretched  long-ing legs ,

 after restless afternoon masturbation,

 singing of love and lover,

 as my eyes sweat in labor,

 till promised morn!

Goddess

When lust awakes as bright as this afternoon,

sprawling on bare whiteness of these pages,

My forcefully stretched nakedness rush bloodily,

into houses of ‘Masturbation’ on lonely streets.

As I gather red letters spilled all over my bed,

You become a deity in temple of my desire,

Chained and cursed behind bars of my mind,

to be a lone prisoner bound by shackles of love,

Until this day light blend into few dusky orgasms.

Poison Sea

I suffer this disease,

Of ‘lost-love’,

Multiplying Images,

Of demolished castles,

Collide and crash,

In emptiness and absence,

Blasting each life cell,

In the aching body

That walks alone…

Towards the starless sky,

That’s lost like a corpse,

In the waterless ocean,

In the void –

Each second dies,

Like a falling star,

To the ground,

Like falling tear drop.

This pain lives forever,

This wound isn’t old,

This love becomes strange,

Each moment I die,

With anguish for the lost-love.

I stand here,

Drenched in raining pain,

In remembrance,

In wait,

I kill myself infinite times,

With dagger of your image,

I masturbate in tears,

Till my bed sink and float,

In blood and tears,

Mixed like lust and love.

Like pain and words,

I suffocate tremendously,

In Loneliness and Love,

This night I stare,

At the vast sky,

Wondering if u were der,

Unreachable to love.

So Her Split Spirit Sings…

I Create,
The farther oceans,
Whose shores are torn,
Into pieces – Infinite!
I am the parched land – stripped,
Spreading along black margins,
Of the endless waters,
Unspoken!

The thirsty crevices scream,
Swollen with empty cries,
The echoes are washed away,
By the frozen waves of silent sea!

I drink the still venom,
From the black streams of lust,
Those are eternally breathless,
The anxious “horror” – Mysterious!

I whisper to the dead crystals,
The humble songs of love,
To my sole reflections,
The image of my split “self” – ripped,
Flashed on the glassy floors,
Splashing unholy blood in my eyes!

I discern you,
As I masturbate,
The infinite ego’s of mine,
Making love to each other,
Dwelling like floating corpses,
Over this hidden ocean,
Shrinking in my “other” mind!

So I choose,
For the reason “love”,
To stitch the torn bedspread,
With yarns of my deep songs,
Making the floor ready,
For the abandoned tears,
To flow on the desert lands,
Of lonely shores,
- The divine orgasm...
  In my silent mind!