Cloud

This desolate love

sink drop by drop

into bleeding dark,

thrashing silence

betwixt the legs

that ran restlessly

for an eternity

seeking you.

Sway

I retrieve while it's not yet dark

from the overlapping cleavages

of your painted breasts

which carry a cleft soul

into which I otherwise

gaze in vain till its dark again.

This salvage lapses into image

of  never seen light of "self"

that waver and linger feebly

on the distorted edges of life.

Stay

Our desultory meeting
in exorbitance of a summer rain
yield a little more idleness,
with one of those negligent touches
faintly succumbing us
to this frail hurdle of inert love,
that soon scrolls and trolls
quietly under the fleeing floor
of an uninhabited green ocean
waving back into our summer hearts.

Careless intrusion 

of an encroaching dream

reminds your nameless 'love'.

Soul

I find a memory....

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                     i

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                              from the soul ..
                                                     ..   ImPAtieNtlY.

How far are you  from my
   sleeplessly stretched legs ?

The        night      spreads       itself   as      a       painful           spurt      of    orgasm    in      loss        of      a  

beautiful     trance !

Dear,
I hold you cautiously

in such fainting memory

of a sleepless dream.
                                                               

Yours loving

Heart

(In Exile)

                          

Tale

Buried upside -down,

this is my beloved

barrenness holding

innumerable facades

in the tight fists of

grievous rifts within.

Flooding profoundly,

backwards heedless,

that’s a lonely ocean

without water and waves,

but plenty asphyxiating fish,

in glut of life’s effete.

Holding my breath until

I re-see into primal dark

not either image or voice

of early evening dreams

run into uninhabited nights.

Soul, love is an assault in disguise!

           

Impulse

Holding fast longingly

to tears that moisten

dry scattered afternoons

those subdue me

in solitary prisons

drowning in silence,

I reject impending love

that terrorize today’s grandeur

of unbounded sole-ness

making me scuffle

whether to cease or leap

over suffocating time,

while I respire only pain,

often unfathomed

to my fidgeting thoughts,

those unsettle me,

in sudden awakenings

of reluctant sleep,

as dreams turn disasters

by frailty and levity

of Infant love in me

crawling with the heart,

I unclasp lover’s arms

to be lost and found in love !

One new message!

Loud cacophonies beeping from

frenzy hurricanes of lover’s messages

in--boxed soreness of language

when ‘love’ didn’t speak or touched

but just vibrated under the pillow!

Fishnet

I reckon only few,

Just one or two

diminishing specks

Of delight; found

among weeping drip

of life’s wreckage

pulverized painfully

from my psyche’s sieve !

 Which body?

 Just body?

 Why body?

Ebb

Sometimes,
its just empty.
Language collapses!

Trouble

I turn brittle,
as this night comes
with mislaid love!

Void

Day after day i loose words
like menstrual streams.
I am forced by nature
to host the pain in forfiet
of my own labors at dusk
lining up across the horizon
which are quickly meant to pass

like flash of a sudden thunder,

like water from a lurching glass,

like quick scribbles on sand!

but love, how impatient you are!

I could hardly hold slipping

and spilling truth with my eyes!

Free

Our parted halves

twine around a few

days, hours and seconds,

that hinder this harmony

of being endlessly born

into each other until  

this physical peonage,

breaks apart loudly

with sweet pain that

unwind us towards

winds of first love

which undoubtedly

inspire and retrieves

at each moment

we die to our bodies,

while beginning to

abide in The Light!

Melancholy

This night,

is just the same,

comes back as an old tale

with no distortions

of time’s transitions.

It leaps back.

This night hour,
stagnated with

waived off love,

isn’t less dark,

isn’t less painful,

just because it’s

a different day.

Nest

Mysterious tribulations
break the dejected graves,
of yesterday's immense isolation,
revealing crevice of brokenness,
through which i travel into shade,
of the hideaway for my soul!

Endless tears.      

Heart

The sinless womb
is caged in the dark
of plenty forlorn nights,
that freeze the dead,
born deep within
the lonely psyche of me,
lost beneath the cold
which diffuse into bones
breaking only life! 

Sky

A silent bird flies,

in the ending dusk,

seeking lost truth,
of ceasing humanity,
until the solitary sun,
choose to rise within.

Under

Memory of this love,

calmly fall to ground,

flow as tears and words

drench my feet under which

I could tightly grip the wound, 

against the frozen rock

that let me stand,

in the reverting droughts,

of my unresolved heart !

Love - Tree

The tranquil recollections,

gently sway away

my new born green leaves,

Shelled carefully,

Beneath warmth of my soul,

as I closely hold memories

indestructibly rooted within,

flashes of reminiscences,

Of last night’s love dream,

Like gone yesterday,

Like bloomed rose,

Like passed wind,

Like a lost self !

Tremor

 The pristine floats like a million corpses,

 impetuously choked just before the dawn,

 before my proliferating silence caught

 the erratic murderer hiding behind

 perfectly painted visages of callous world!

 I so become your ancient necropolis…Love!

Half -alive

Beneath abruptly shut regretting eyes,
which cannot dare to open tonight,
to the sight of half-alive pain suffocating,
being smothered in hidden sorrows,
while i lament beyond this emptiness,
beyond wounds of this inescapable life ,
that once bore me carefully in its heart,
is now too heavy to carry in death,
as i find nothing to hold, but just tears,
over unforgettable shadows of extinct feelings,
as i stand on the timeless edge of this war,
like a powerless warrior drooping in defeat,
on the abandoned lands of barren love,
that qualms in and out stabbing my flesh.

Alone

 Under closed eyelids

 I invent you calmly ,

 sweetly and fondly,

 like leisurely evaporating sweat,

 on stretched  long-ing legs ,

 after restless afternoon masturbation,

 singing of love and lover,

 as my eyes sweat in labor,

 till promised morn!

Where Pain Lies...

I swam inwards,

Against the currents,

You are beautiful…

Like a cloud; like a zygote,

Shapeless like universe,

beyond words.

I conceived love

Pregnant with flames,

Of sacred passion!

Unfortunately,

we began to grow,

Like fetus in womb,

turning upside down,

We are flooded outwards,

to find our only outlets.

Shaped body comes out

through shaped vagina!

I find us now,

Reflecting unalike images,

On the opposite mirrors,

Of body and heart!

We conceive death,

With the birth of corporeal,

Beginning to die,

Each moment,

Not because we forget,

the way to travel inwards,

but because now we know,

the way to travel outwards!